Fay

Shades of green, As fading away

I offered to glean, but I'm not a fay

Keeping your heart on lien, and my emotions at bay....

I'll protect your sheen, without letting it go dusty or grey

Little bit of Insight

To left or right
If you take a step, with a smile so bright
With no intention of causing others a plight
No matter you are black or white
You are one good old soul and a sprite...

BE GOOD TO ONE ANOTHER

eXams >:(

I

I'm doing this exam for testing,
To find myself a job that I'm besting,
Biting into a book, by now disgusting,
Since it doesn't bring in any zesting,
Drinking mint tea to help the process of digesting.....
But, Writing is the thing my mind suggesting......
Which is interesting,
Which I should be divesting,
If my hubby knows about this jesting,
I'm in trouble, probably be arresting
So I'm going back to my time investing,
In nothing but highly cresting testing..... 

Am I gone mad or am I gone mad!

I went through my blog and couldn't believe I've used so many curse words in regular posts. That's where my life stands now. But anyway lots of realisation and coming back to where I started all this, is something... I have to admit feeling is awesome. 

When I say coming back to where I started all this doesn't mean my mental/ physical status. Work wise as well. So still seeking one and that feeling is unsettling. But this girl gotta try to find a proper job. Because she still has a dream of raising a family. 

Living your life not knowing what will happen next is pathetic. But then I realised it was always like this. I was just stable before, that doesn't mean I know what happens next. So yeah! In gonna brace myself and gonna face this financial instability! Three cheers to Harry!

Noel's gallery and cafe : Harry approved 👍 

Bitching is bad!

I'm sorry for all the things I've said behind your backs. For all the humourless laughs I've enjoyed making stories, For all the bad things I said. Because I've just enlightened by a friend that "bitching is bad". 

Moments of joy you gain laughing at others and killing time talking about others is nothing but waste of time. You gain nothing but bad impression and heartaches later. Because you know you've laughed somebody when they were not around. And for me that's bitching. somebody can do the same thing to you. Until today I haven't realised that I'm becoming a total stranger. I used to tell things to people's faces, not their backs. Again thank you friend for letting me realise how bad I am now. And I'm gonna go through this post each and every time when someone start to talk about someone else when they are not around. I will make sure not to join them and bark, because later you feel really cheap. 

If you really wanna be great you have to learn how to let go things and be good inside out. Showing off and trying to be good is not good. That's call acting. So to my other friends : stop acting! I've just had enough 😊 and at least try to be good hereafter. Start today.... It'll take enormous practice and time. Because I think you guys are doing it for a long time. 

Ringwood RSL : Harry approved 👍 

Life is hard!

We've all been there I'm sure. Desperatly to become someone important. But then what?

I am a firm believer of money can't buy happiness but Someone once told me if you have money you can buy things which will make you happy. I couldn't think anything to tell him at that time. But now I know it's not true. Happiness is an illusion. You work hard to get things you want, and when you achieve it you want something else or something more. We just can't settle for what we've got. In fact people have no control over settling for things even if its not less. And people really don't know how to appreciate what they have. 

So be thankful for what you've got. Happiness lies in small things. Value them. Don't chase life so hard, forgetting who you are, forgetting people around you. Because when time comes we all die. 

Papparich, nunawading : Harry approved 👍 highly recommend for those who love spices, salt and sugar 

Peaceful Sunday in the REALM

Call me boring. But its truely a bliss to enjoy a hot chocolate while you study inside a mini pod on a Sunday morning covered with books. I don't say this place is in complete silent mode all the time. But it's good to be in touch with both worlds sometimes. Staying in touch with the reality! That's what I call it. The bright side is you can always use headphones to shutdown yourself from the outer world! Bam! And then you're out! 

There collection is not that huge. I couldn't find books I wanted to read here. Tried to get hold on to black butterfly and beautiful chaos by RM Drake! 😐 you can guess the result.... But you can always find something to read in their shelves. Brights side you can bring your own study material like I do and then find a peaceful place and drown in your book. 

Eastern library, Ringwood - REALM : Harry approved 👍