Leap

"Screw this" I thought 

"I'm going to jump" 

I looked over...
Out from the window...

Held my breath

A shiver ran through my spine 

Not because of the height

It's hard to focus on him

When I see myself in the glass

Window itself is a mirror......

It's not about me,

It's about us
How many times I need to remind myself this.....
I've lost the count....

And again... I saw my face

Rigid... With what? Fear? 

"Dammit! " I cursed.....

"Am I not strong enough to jump..."

I was confident about this 

I was sure....

At least few minutes ago I was...

"See", don't just "look"....

I reminded myself

Then I braced myself 

Concentrating.... on him... 

And took the leap....
Opening my arms....